Tuesday, February 19, 2008
We got to hear baby's heartbeat. Even though we'd seen the heartbeat, hearing it just made it real. I think it finally hit me today when we heard that little heart pumping so fast and working hard to get bigger and grow! I just can't believe it was coming from inside of me. God is amazing.
The doctor said everything looked and felt great. I've gained 5 pounds and she told me to start taking my nausea medicine so I can sleep at night. I don't like taking pills. Maybe I'll try it tonight. Night!
Monday, February 11, 2008
Sunday, February 10, 2008
Friday, February 8, 2008
Thursday, February 7, 2008
I guess I need to choose
But today I am confused and losing ground
Is this part of some plan?
The rise and fall of man?
I can't be sure
When I'm away from my source of peace
Something fills that space in me
And it feels like I don't need you
It's easy to get by
When I don't even try to find the truth
Today I learned that faith
Is not to be obtained like a place I can go
It's more of a choice than a feeling
More of a wound than healing
The act of believing in you
And I guess I need to choose
But today I am confused
And losing ground
But maybe this is where I grow
When I admit that I don't know
When belief becomes the only way to you